Tuesday, May 26, 2009

FE Saga..

it's a joke. lol.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

My only source of confidence..

dilligence..

that's all i have been relying on.

*nervous max-ed now*

pray...

blessmi

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Failing is not an option..

Just need to do what i need to do.

The time has finally arrived.

First paper in 37 hours time...

blessmi

Saturday, May 16, 2009

brainless...

degenerated...

can no longer use my brain for substantial amount of time..

boring...

unmotivated still..=x

Monday, May 11, 2009

thou' have no comments...

Opinions are the root of all conflicts. Why is the education system stressing on the importance of forming your own opinions, own arguments out of what you see and observe? As long as you have your own opinion, there is bound to be someone with an opposing view. So...does that mean the one who can argue the best is right? And erm...so what if you win the argument? Does it change the fact that the person still believes otherwise, just that maybe he/she is less able to articulate in a confrontment? And finally, do you even need to voice out your own opinion in the expense of others' discomfort even?

conflicts, war, terrorism, arguments, disagreements...are but just some of the negative things from having too much of an opinion of your own.

Is a truly peaceful and 'conflict-less' society really impossible? i wonder. Anything extreme is probably no good i guess. whether it's extreme conflict or extreme peace - that has no room for opinions and improvements.

And why, must everyone aim for the top? Power struggle. Greed. Pride. People at the top don't want to come down, and people below wanna go up. If someone goes up, someone else must come down. If everyone up keeps climbing up, the peak will only get higher and higher. There is simply no room for satisfaction.

Let's just be happy at Ground floor. If it's too crowded can go B1 or B2.

Why can't everyone appreciate what you have, forget about what you don't have and live your own life without any negative opinions on other things/people.

Can't help but keep thinking that humans are mostly evil. Brings me back to one of the quote earlier - If you don't like something, change it. if you can't, learn to live with it. Don't complain.

Now then, i dun like the ugly side of humans, i cant change it, i am kinda complaining right now. So probably i need to learn to live with it? haha..

geez...

existence...

suddenly feel so meaningless...

dunno what i am doing anymore..

my mind seems to be tired of the world...

of humans..

zzZz....

if only i can fast forward time...

Friday, May 8, 2009

Thoughts again..

Something random..

Pragmatism can only bring you as far as what you have seen/heard.
But it's idealism that beings miracles.

Seeing is believing, but believing is knowing without the need to see.

Ok back to my notes..lol.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Chapter 2: The Devil Academy














Yada! Chapter 2 is out!
This time is 100% hand drawn (except first and last page) + some photoshop edits~ ^^

Ok some of the pages might seem quite skimpy sketching, partly because i am rushing to complete this chapter so that i can start studying (yes i still need to study...even though i am on exchange..-.-')

And erm..well..also still trying out to see if sketching with pencil and digitalizing them using photoshop will work out..first 2 pages with more shadings and the rest became more and more freestyle sketching..lol..(shadings takes a bit more time..xD)

And page 8 i tried to do away to drawing background at all and just fill color with photoshop..lol! another lazy trick..but i think it looks abit wierd..hahaha~

Well..at least i hope the characters look more or less the same throughout this one chapter..xD do they?

Still fiddling around with doing all these..but time to take a break and start muggin! roar..will probably just doodle out the story outline for the next few chapters first as and when i am tired from mugging though..haha..

mugging starts tomorrow!

Friday, May 1, 2009

Forlorn Bless + Devil Minieye


My Main Character is borned on Labor Day!

^^

Cheers~