x'mas eve...

hate hate hate hate hate this feeling...

and hate to say i hate it too...

zzz...why dont people reflect and change for the better?

Or am i the only one that is getting irritated by all these?

Does anyone even care? I bet no one even know what i am talking about when everyone is 'guilty' of it..

crap..

It the one thing i always cant let go...yet it's also the one thing that irritates me most frequently..

Is letting go really the best way out? or issit just escaping the problem? haix..this is purely idiotic..from my point of view the only problem is just that no one bothers..so either those who dont bother start bothering..or those who bothers stop bothering?

it's not something that cant be solve..but why has it been bothering me for so many years...zzz..

the root of the prob - people are selfish. shoot and kill me ba. bang* bang* bang*

Updates

Went back Cambodia - Sang Khem Youth Centre last week! Really quite glad that some kids there, even after 2 years, still remember my name! And they can call me before i call them! keke..
A pity though i din see my fav boy cos only stayed for 2 days there! But nonetheless, i left a note for him~ :)
And get to experience firing a manual American shot gun! woots..cool~

Before after the trip was just filled with work and my usual IMH volunteering stuff~ Gonna put up a live x'mas band performance this coming saturday! woohoo..quite interesting thou i must admit i was quite calefare..haha! Whoever is free can come join our mini celebration in the ward this saturday! :)

Kinda quite occupied day in day out..getting abit of car sick too driving around too much. haha. shall try to go public transport whenever possible and find some free time to clear my room and sort out some stuff!! :)

And arh..result supposed to be out tml i think! hmm..pray hard! haha..will tml be 见证奇迹的时候？ =O

don't know what to blog..

suddenly feel like blogging but dont really know what to blog about..Oo..
exams will be over in like...8 hours time for me..somehow got a weirdly empty feeling now. strange..not like i have been very much absorbed in mugging lately also, wonder why i will have this kinda 失落感. hmm..

this hols..will be working at just-ed on mon,tues,thurs and fris other than the days i going cambodia and for the nyc course..it's a good thing i guess..earn some pocket money to tank my higher expenses? =O

Mayb exam time is actually a slacker period for me than after? wld that explain the weird feeling i am having now? hmm..anw so far so good for my papers..should be able to safely hold on to my words that 'exams doesnt affect my life' =pP..just need to secure this last paper later to conclude this semester! It's been a relatively slack sem for me~ brought the slackness back from exchange..haha..but prolly still lucky enough that i am not screwing up~!

is this the feeling of happy go lucky? haha~

船到桥头自然直!

:)