nitemare...

Geez..had quite a scary nitemare just now..omg...one of those that made me scream in my dreams..haven had such for quite some time le..

Snapped out of it opening my eyes to see a 'less than familiar' room..suddenly feel a tiny bit of homesickness..and didnt dare to go back to sleep for quite a while cos the images of the terrible nitemare are still stuck in my mind..And there isnt really anything much i can do to get myself out of that situation, and can only continue to lie on my bed and stare at the ceiling..=(

Probably too shag from planning my travel during the easter break yesterday nite..and sorry fu, it just doesnt make sense to my overly pragmatic mind to keep waiting for your confirmation before i plan for my own trip...as the days passes it just get more and more sian to have something that could have been well settled alot earlier to keep dragging..and hostels getting filled, air tickets rising in prices...and not to mention some exchange senior here (that i also dunno very well) giving the "really-not-obvious" and "as-if-i-dunno" kind advice that i should really quickly book my trip for easter break....kind of get put me off though it's just a gentle reminder..i just hate people telling me the obvious..lol..i am smart enough to know it...but of course i would never tell it back to them cos i am also smart enough not to spoil relationship, though i have no intend of building much here..

Arg..suddenly dont like my own practical mind...not the ideal kind of person i want to be..and far from it...haiz...

momentarily feeling down...