Living around..

Literally just 'living' around these few days. Dota now and then, read manga, eat, sleep. Not studying. Is this so called 'life'? I wonder. Sometimes you just yield for such 'relaxing' period, but when you get too much of it it becomes meaningless. Is this why people just can't stop moving forward?

Been thinking all along, what really does appreciating something means. I thought i should try to appreciate what i have and don't complain so much, yet there are always times when you just get sick of things, like now, getting sick of all these 'meaningless' days. And when they are gone, you will look back and think 'if only...'. Sighx..mayb humans are just greedy creatures, no wonder greed is one of the 7 sins in man. You just want a taste of everything..abit here abit there, more of everything, and when u have enuff of one thing u want something else again. =s

I use to see it as a form of balance, that too much of anything is no good. But then again sometimes i just feel like indulging myself in extremes as well. Like try to do your very best and see what's the best grades you can get, slack till you cant slack anymore and see how much motivation you can build up when things are burning your ass...or even join/help in so many things that you are too busy to think of anything else..

Maybe we are just FJ. lolx.

Seems to me that there is really no 'real' meaning in life. You can interpret in whatever way you like, coz we can think, we have emotions, so surviving along is not enough to satisfy us, unlike other living things.

I wonder when i can find my own meaning in life. hmm..

Everyone dies eventually. Life is a matter of what you do while you live.