decisions..

i wonder if you can make decisions with your heart..in another words follow your heart.

i suppose it comes with a price though, such as the lost of rationality for optimal outcome.

but then again, it depends on what you regard as 'optimal' in life. some may feel that to be able to follow your heart and do whatever you feel like doing is already an optimal thing. while happy or not is another thing altogether, at least you wouldnt regret, or would you?

what is regret anyway? you can regret upon almost anything isn't it? even if u follow ur heart you might well regret why you din follow your rational thoughts, and vice versa. there's just no way to eliminate possibility of regrets later..or is there?

the way i am seeing it now, is simply to make your decisions bearing all the foreseeable consequences in mind. even if you are doing so with your heart, it doesnt hurt adding a tinge of rationally to analyse the drawbacks of your decisions. if it's a go ahead regardless, then you have no reason to regret because you already decided against regretting before you embark.

now then, being able to think rationally is definitely not a bad thing. because rationality allows you to see a clearer picture of things. that being said, you dont really have to act rationally though, because rational thinking is just part of decision making process, and there are intangibles beyond rationality that might be worth considerations.

hmm..oh well..am i trying to rationalise irrationality here? =x

i think i am probably naturally suited to do philo, instead of business. erpz..then again my rationality seemed to served me well in business so far though. yet i simply hate socialising, so it's all wrong afterall. oh well, there is nothing to regret about though, coz i chose business knowing that i am not suited for it, simply becoz it seemed the slackest and most general thing NUS can offer..at least to me. haha.

i feel i am thinking..or perhaps i think i am feeling it..hmm..

interesting.