Fools' Day...

Stupid fire alarm rang 4 times in the past 30 hours...and at gay timings of 2am, 10pm, 5am and 630am...-.-'''
But I wasnt really quite irritated though..for various reasons..especially when you really have nothing important or even much not important stuff to do the next day..sleep was just mandatory, and some disturbance to it became forgiven easily. And i finally got to see every one in my flat! and in fact many other people in the same building..even one guy from the neighbouring block who woke up and came down to join the fun..lol..
Some april fool joke by the faulty alarm in one of the flat i suppose..

And I cant help myself from looking back while reading jh's emo blog..the only one time so far that i gave up a dream of mine. But i am not regretting though, since quitting the bball team was inevitable at that time, and i was convinced enough to do it then. Just wonder how my life would be very different if i had chosen to walk on that path...alone. I guess at least i made up for it as i promised to myself. Made full use of the time that i was supposed to be on the court on many other meaningful things like NVAC projects - SANG KHEM, IMHope, CON AMORE, JUXTAPOSE, or even helping out slightly in CAC camp..and of course all the mugging that jh deem as 'inhuman' concentration? hmm..i think if competitive bball has still been part of my uni life, it would be my priority and i would probably be at the court more than in the library bah. Well to be more specific, I think this determination comes simply from 'not wanting to have any regrets'? I din wanna regret quiting, so i made sure i fully utilize whatever extra time that came out from it...I din wanna regret doing the stupid special sem, so i made sure i pull my grades back to my desired level...I din wanna regret at the end of 4 yrs, going to work everyday thinking that i could have gotten a few hundred $ more each month if i have studied harder, so i am gonna make sure i get A+ for my thesis when i go back! haha...in the end, it doesnt matter if you managed to reach your goal or not, because as long as you tried, and tried your best, there is no regret and you can move on with life..

Move on man...failing is not the same as quitting. At least you tried and you hasnt been a quitter...like me..=x