think in another way...

i need the world...or at least the part of it that is around me.

i guess there is just so many reasons you can think of...but ultimately, the only truthful one is none other than everything for yourselves.

think about doing everything for yourselves. especially if you are 'giving' or 'volunteering'. no matter what you do, you are not doing for free. if you feel good from doing something, then you are gaining too.

i guess i have been too indulge in the act of 'giving' and 'helping'..so much so that i forgot i am a human too.

休息是为了走更长远的路。

i think i said this before. sometimes we really need to take a break and reflect upon what we are doing/ have been doing...

feeling the motivation and the soul of my life back again...this time i shall handle them with care. haha..shall not abuse myself anymore. =o

cheers..

late night entry. cant sleep. but feeling refresh. :)