update...

so far..so busy..haha.
busy living up to my own expectations.
sometimes, my life can be so much simpler if i just decide to live with it.

anyway, it's a cycle. ups and downs, motivated and unmotivated, better do things when you feel like doing thme before the motivation is gone. there's really nth to lose since time flies on its own even if you dont do anything, so might as well do something.

budden, although i am capable of doing many things alone..there are just some things that you can achieve on your own. maybe u can influence..but it's really not that easy. and it's really not in my character to do so. haha.

just do the best i can on my own bah. sometimes working hard silently alone is quite a refreshing feeling too.

一个人默默耕耘其实也不错。

finding peace within myself..(though lecturers can get irritating with last minute assignments and unclear instructions and expectations..lol.)